EVERYONE [08 Oct 2004|08:50am] EVERYONE MY NEW SCREEN NAME IS 5MINUTERIDE :) i added u all to my friends! ADD ME BACK! <3 AYLA 1 comment|post comment

HELP PLEASE [16 Sep 2004|03:28am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | the faint ] hey can sum 1 explain to me wtf an lj-cut is...i wanna join groups but i dunno what an lj-cut and all that crap is...Im so lost! someone please help me! ill give u all a dollar! :( haha <3 ayla 7 comments|post comment

BANG BANG [14 Sep 2004|03:09am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | as i lay dying- forever ] hey people ...how does everyone like my new layout?! i need sum friggin input here people! hehe so n e who today was another totally boring day with nothing to do but homework for independent studie...haha i get so bored that i look forward to doing my homework lol but im thinking about going to visit Brandon soon...my bestest friend in the whole world! i miss the fuck outta him and he wants me to come see him so i think im gunna take him up on that offer cuz hes muh budday! welp im done talking tata <3 ayla 16 comments|post comment

:( [10 Sep 2004|03:21am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | jimmy eat world ] hmmm i wanna be loved! < / 3 5 comments|post comment

about meeeeee [03 Sep 2004|03:18am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | nothing but my ass hurts hella bad from sitting for hours on ] Seven things in my room: 1) sterio 2) my clother 3) blink182 posters 4) five minute ride pics 5) my computer 6) art supplies 7) cds galore Seven things to do before death: 1) fall in love 2) have a kid 3) get tattos 4) lose weight 5) get married 6) love myself 7)spend the last day of my life with everyone i love Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex: 1) HAIR!!!!!! 2) make-up 3) tattoos/peircings 4) sence of humor 5) someone who can carry on a good conversation 6) someone genuin 7) kindness Top seven movies: 1) Rocky horror picture show 2) boondock saints 3) hedwig and the angry inch 4) josie and the pussy cats 5) donnie darko 6) party monster 7) a walk to remember Top EIGHT things you say most: 1) dude 2) rad 3) hi 4) hella 5) doll 6) gnarly 7) rad 8) awesome Seven facts about you: 1) my name is ayla ree lancaster 2) i was born and raised in lodi california 3) i play bass guitar 4) i love music 5) i go to alot of local concerts 6) my hair has been every color 7) i love having lots of friends Seven things that make you sad: 1) getting my heart broken 2) thinking about my life at its worst 3) emo music...yet it makes me feel good..just to know people feel like me 4) deaths of loved ones 5) loving simeone you cant be with 6) animal cruelty 7) thinking about death DO YOU: Smoke?: no Read the newspaper?: no Pray?: no HAVE YOU: Gone skinny dipping?: yes Had a medical emergency?: yes Had surgery?: nope Ran away from home?: no Played strip poker?: no Gotten beaten up?: nope Beaten someone up?: no Been on stage?: yes Slept outdoors?: yes Pulled an all nighter?: yes If yes, what is your record?: 3 days Ever made out with a stranger?: nope Been on radio/tv?: yes Been in a mosh-pit?: yes Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes First kiss?: it was when i was about 7 WHICH? Pepsi or coke?: water Chocolate or vanilla?: water haha Internet or phone?: internet ARE YOU: Suicidal?: no Stubborn?: kinda Open-minded?: yes Arrogant?: sometimes Patient?: not really Hyper?: sometimes Nice?: yeah Happy?: kinda Shave your head for $1000?: yeah i would DO YOU: Like candles?: yes Believe in love at first sight?: no, "lust at first sight" Believe in forgiveness?: depends on the situation Want to get married?: yes Want to have kids?: just 1 Ever want to adopt kids?: if i decide i want another kid then yeah ABOUT YOU: [three words that sum you up]: indecicive, kind, impatient [jewelry worn daily]: my lip ring...2 gauges....bridge ring...ball necklace [wallet]: yes [coffee]: yes [shoes]: leapord print high top converse [cologne/perfume]: cologne [clothing you have on]: a shirt that says dawlface jeans and my converse —IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...— [cried]: yes [bought something]: diet coke [gotten sick]: yeh my tummy always hurts [sang]: yes [eaten]: yup [been kissed]: nope [felt stupid]: yep [wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: no [talked to an ex]: yes, actually. [seen someone you have a crush on]: nope [had a serious talk]: yeah [missed someone]: definatly [hugged someone]: yea [argued with a parent(s)]: nope —SOCIAL LIFE— [best girl friend]: sarah...jamie...amber [best guy friend]: jay...brandon [hobbies]: playing bass, singing, listenin to music, going to shows, hangin with friends [car you drive]: ....i walk [would you rather be with friends or on a date]: friends [job]: sighn dancer for little ceasers woop woop [church]: nope [like being around people]: yes I WANT: to fall in love I HAVE: to cut my hair I WISH: i was in a happy relationship I HATE: myself I MISS: brandon bowers (best friend) I FEAR: being alone I HEAR: the other computer I SEARCH: for love I WONDER: where I'll be in five years I REGRET: ...doing that 1 thing i did that 1 night..i kno what im talking about I LOVE: to be with friends I CARE: to much about people and not many care about me I ALWAYS:wish i was beautiful I SING: and scream I CRY: more than I should I FIGHT: ...with my sister and aries I WRITE: songs I CONFUSE: myself I LISTEN: to pop-punk, emo, emocore, and hardcore I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: no 1 can find me! I NEED: a doctor I AM HAPPY: when im at a show LAST PERSON WHO . Slept in your bed: sister . Saw you cry: jessica?...dani? . Made you cry: leaving sean . You shared a drink with: amber . You went to the movies with: maily . Yelled at you: amber HAVE YOU EVER... . Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yeah </3 . Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yep alot . Wish you were the opposite sex: yeah . Had an imaginary friend: when i was like 3 . What book are you reading now: this thingy .Worst feeling in the world: love, also the best. . Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah my blink182 bunnie . What's under your bed: nothing its clean :) . Favorite sport to watch: bmx YOU... . Siblings: miranda, amber, chance, sierra, and steven . Location: stockton ca . College plans: meric...physical therapy shit . Piercings/tattoos: yeah . Do you do drugs: nope . Do you drink: sometimes . Who is your best friend: jamie lynn gossett . What are you most scared of: dying . What clothes do you sleep in: umm tank top and shorts . Where do you want to get married: if i find the love of my life, yea . Who do you really hate: no 1 i can think of right now STUFF . Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yeah . Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did:yeah . Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: some one funny smart and outgoing . Are you lonely right now: yeah . Song thats stuck in your head a lot: that dumb song by avril lavign....u werre everything everything that i wanted...u were ment to be ...bleh blah bloo i hate that song . Room in house: my room . Band(s): blink 182, five minute ride, taking back sunday, the used, new found glory, hillary duff....and a whole buncha more bands and a whole buncha local bands too . Color: green and brown 1 comment|post comment

hehe look im the genre of pop-punk yay! blink! [03 Sep 2004|03:11am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | poison the well ] Pop punk... I'm not really that fond of you, but you can churn out some good stuff... Old punk doesn't really like you but you couldn't care less...besides it's all about having fun isn't it? What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla 2 comments|post comment

SUGARCULT AND 5606 [29 Aug 2004|12:52pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | as i lay dying-reinvention ] Okay so today was so0o0o the greatest day ever i hella met sugarcult and hung with them and they are the sweetest things ever! i swear... but anywho i met THE hottest guy today omg! he is the bassist for a band from san jose called 5606 ...(they are so0o0o adorible) n e who he hella stood in front of me and purposly steped on my hands that were on the stadge and he winked at me! OMG! haha then he hella came up to me earlyer and hes all "sorry for stepping on your hands"...BUT I KNO HE PURPOSLY DID IT! haha GAWD HES HOT heres a pic i found of him online but hes 3498734985 times hotter now with his hawt rockstar hair and shit ....enjoy the hotness :) AWWW SO0O0O HAWT! <3 AYLA 3 comments|post comment

for thoes who dont wanna hear about drunk storys dont read it :) [22 Aug 2004|03:43pm] [ music | postal service- this place is a prison ] so0o0o last night i went to a show that bobby lee put on at the blackwater cafe and it was so0o0o0o rad and we went to gios afterward and me n sarah got shitfaced drunk ahah it was awesome it was the first time i ever drank and i took hella shots of bicardi and jack daniels and like i was hella buzzed but i didnt get waisted it was so0o0o great....so0o0o it was a little get together at gios house after 3 chicks and like 12 guys haha it was very odd... but i got to meet bobby haha hes friggin hella funny hahaha then the guys in the bands were hella hitting on me n sarah and i just laughed at them haha it was so funny haha but n e who i had a great time and i think me n sarah need to hang with gio more :) ta-ta <3 ayla post comment

havent written in a while [23 Jul 2004|03:33am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | five minute ride- oh these woeful days ] so0o0o myspace is being retarded and i wanna fucking go on it but it wont let me....but anywho so0o0o for summer i have been in sacramento/orangevale and ive been having fun but i totally miss sarah more then the world. We have been fighting alot since i have been here about petty little things we shouldnt be fighting about but o well were doing okay now i hope. I have been having a good time here with jessica sean dani brad and alec and everyone else i have met and hung with but yeah the funs gunna be over soon because i have to go back home...go on home school...get a job...all that shit which im happy and fine with but ill miss every 1 i have grown attatched to here....and ill really miss sean....Oh today i dyed seans hair today! its so0o0o hot haha its red and black and its so0o0o o great i love it haha. n e who the skate park show was so0o0o rad i got to see every 1 there ....like FIVE MINUTE RIDE and sarah and jena and the other jenna and merc and christina and april and every 1 it was gnarly and i loved it! hehe i need to go home...no matter how much i denie it i miss my life at home even tho i hate it terribly but since i have been gone me and russle have stoped talking and i dont want that to happen cuz we were so0o0o close for a while and talked every day it was rad but now its impacting my life and i need to focus on whats best even tho im leaving my loved ones here i kno i have loved ones back in galt ....i need home even tho i dont wanna </3 wish i could just magically have every 1 i care about most in my bedroom forever...AND I MISS FIVE MINUTE RIDE ALLREADY!....welp im all depressed so0o0o imma go now...adios 2 comments|post comment

My broken heart [23 Jun 2004|01:44pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | five minute ride- remembering the "I" in team :'( ] okay so0o0oon monday there was a blink 182 and no doubt show....(which i went to) and i was supposta meet my best friend (the man of my dreams) brandon there. so0o0o i call him up when i get to the show and hes all "come find me in the pit i sneaked in." So0o0o i go and find him and hes there with his lil group of friends and he promised me that he was going to kiss me (like we always do) at the blink show...when we go to blink shows. so0o0o we hang out and i know he has a gf in oroville (where he lives) and i am totally cool with it because they just started going out like 4 days ago and i have been in love with this guy for almosr 2 years now....we are best friends and we were "supposta be together when he gets his licence" so0o0o at the show he has his arms around sum girl who is "his friend from oroville." and im like dude wtf...today was supposta be our day because me n him only see each other like 5 times a year and we talk like every day...we are BEST FRIENDS grrrr so0o0o like im standing there watching no doubt and he talks to every 1 BUT ME! and im all alone standing there because i left sarah jessica and amber to go be with him and spend time with him cuz i never see him...so0o0o i was like fuck it and i cryed my eyes out when blink got over because the only person who bothered to talk to me was my other friend from oroville melissa. It breaks my heart to see that this means nothing to him and everything to me. but whatever im living life day by day and not trying to think about it. its pathetic and childish to have dreams and wish that he will be in my arms in september when he gets his licence because its never going to happen. He is such a heart breaker and i have done so0o0o much to just have as much time as i can with him and talk to him and im sick of all of it im so0o0o though with bullshit i need a fucking break! AND I HATE STOCKTON! I am friendless and i wanna just die when im there :( so0o0o imma go be emo And uhh try and 4 get about all this shit in my life...or maybe write a song like a dumbass...byeee </3 2 comments|post comment

fun times in sacto [20 Jun 2004|11:47pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | postal service - sleeping in ] so0o0o i have been staying in orangevale for liek the past forever and i hung out with aaron fromt he divine romance and he made me fold his clothes and underwear haah hes such a friggin awesome guy but i dont think i can have him because he is 22 but i met this really cute guy from jessica and his name is sean :) hes a really sweet guy and we get along good and we talked forever last night and we both established that we like each other but n e who i gues i am staying in orangevale/sacramento for the rest of the summer because it gets me away from friend and family problems so0o0o i liek it there and my friends there are friggin rad! i went and saw five minute ride today and they were so0o0o great but the only bad thing was the stadge was 920384908213409857 miles away haha well it just had a gaurd rail ahah but i was front center like always and i didnt get to scream with kurt tho! :'( it was lame but im having a blast and i get to see blink182 and no doubt tomorrow and then the day after i get to see fmr and still life and gooser in davis so0o0o i am oober excited! :) ive been really stressed and me being in sacramento helps ....ALOT! but n e who thats it for now tata <3 ayla 3 comments|post comment

hey [09 Jun 2004|09:42am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | a burning water <3333 ] Today is the last day of school...so0o0o im just chillin in class being bored im kinnda mad because sarah wouldnt hang out with me because she was to preoccupied watchin a boring tattoo movie that ive seen b 4 then spend the last day of school with me...grrr im sick of eveyrthing i need a job and friggin grow up so0o0o i wont have to deal with other peoples bull crapola...thats not toward sarah but its toward myself i need to grow up and stop just hangin with friends 24/7 cuz if i do that ill be lazy for the rest of my life and i wanna go to tat and peircing college in l.a. and i need to get my act together if i want that! but w/e....im sick of stockton! get my outta this place...PLEASE! sheesh...thats all for now.byee 3 comments|post comment

sick and tired [08 Jun 2004|08:43pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | fight paris- fuck me stilletos ] Dude i am so0o0o0 sick and tired of being alone all the time it seems like every 1 but me is in love and its friggin gay as hell! i wish i had some one to hold in my arms but no hes just my best friend who lives 2 hours away. if he was here we would be together! grrrrrrrr but at least he will be at the blink concert and we will be together then and be together watching our favorite band sharing a special kiss with one another <3 even tho he has a gf shes only a 3 day old gf and i have loved this boy for how many years now"!?!?! seesh w/e i need to just try and hook up with aaron from the divine romance hes a really sweet guy and hes awesome and he is oober cute and he is a cute lil christian boy aww <333 n e who i need to get over everything and deal with being alone till i find someone i really want besides brandon and aaron cuz aaron just seems liek a dream and like i could never get someone like him...i meen for god sakes hes in a band and who in a band would want a chick like me?! ...ok im going to far off the edge now imma go listen to my new nfg cd....:( byes! </3 2 comments|post comment

so00o0o [08 Jun 2004|12:08pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | new found glory- the new cd ] yeah so0o0o a couple days ago me n sarahs fiance got in a huge fight and it was like at 9:30 at night and since he got me on my last nereve i walked all the way from rayles to by the high school in the pitch black night and my feet hurt so bad i was so0o0o scared and sum guy asked if i needed a ride and i said Nah but n e ways i was fucking pissed and i walked forever and i dont wanna talk to that prick n e more :( it was so0o0o rude for him to shut my fucking mouth because i was talking about how my mom had me when she was 15 it was very rude and im not gunna put up with that bullshit anymore hes a rude person and now i understand what siobhan was saying about james not changing shes right...if sarah gets abused by him later he better fucking watch his back or ill kill him...n e ways i better shut up about that now...today is pretty cool tho i got my estro yearbook and had every 1 sighn it so0o0o yeah imma miss this place even tho its fucking boring i have got to attached to galt :( stockton sucks! i dont know anyone there...:( but imma go now <3 class is over...byeee 1 comment|post comment

YES I KILLED MY ARCH ENEMY! [06 Jun 2004|09:03am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | still fmr ] What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852 Name Birthdate You killed With a On October 19, 2020 Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! post comment

Yestarday was RAD [06 Jun 2004|08:56am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Five Minute Ride- bathroom walls lipstick secrets ] ok s0o0o yestarday i went to a show in roseville :) <3 my friend derek came and picked me up and we went and i saw my guy from divine romance and he embarresed me in front of my friends about how he thought it was cute that i think hes one of the hottest and sweetest guys ever and how he gave me his # and stuff AHHH ahah i was friggin redder than a tomato. But yah his name is Aaron and his band is friggin great. They are a hardcore band from sacramento...good stuff :) but yeah hes such a sweet heart and i went to the show and payed 12 bucks to see him and his band play! pshhh how sweet of me is that?!?!? i think its pretty friggin nice if u ask me haha. but yeah im so0o0o scared to call him! im thinking about doing it....but i need help. Maybe i should wait for him 2 call me? hmmm I DUNNO...help guys! haha 4 comments|post comment

THANKS AMBER~ [22 May 2004|04:51pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | scary kids scaring kids- whats up now ] hey amber thanks alot for making my new layout! i love it....but not as much as i love u <3333 ok ill shut up byeee~ 3 comments|post comment

fmr [22 May 2004|02:44pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | plans for revenge- sunrise :) ] so yeah last night i got to see five minute ride it was so fucking sweet i loved it to death...shorty and key to arson played too and it was a free show :) i love fmr~ kurt let me scream with him like always <333 awww what a guy :) if only we were married! haha but yeah tonight i get to go see the dining room romance and the hoods! O YAY im so excited < sarcasm :) but n e who.... IIIIIIIIIIIII NNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FFFFFFFFFFFRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIEEEENNNND :(:(:(:(:( OK IM OUT! 1 comment|post comment

hey hey its an okay day [17 May 2004|08:48pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | MIDTOWN ] So0o0o yeah i have been okay lately. Besides the fact that me and anthony broke up im an okay kiddo. :) i went to a show all alone on friday ...it was key to arson and adjacent red solace, crypt orchid and another band who was hella cool from santa cruz...they fucking rocked but yah and on sat i went to prom it was pretty cool me n jamie went together haha it was great stuff :) i looked like madonna from the 80's and sheet haha it was pretty fun. then today i did nothing but sleep! :) wahoooooooo it was great haha but n e who i hella miss my lil poke chawp :( and TOMORROW I HAVE BAND PRACTICE shiggity shiggity shwa ok im out! post comment

yay [01 May 2004|10:26am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | five minute ride- bathroom walls lipstick secrets ] omfg tonight is gunna be the greatest i have been waiting for it for almost forever! five minute ride YAYERS! and im so excited they are having a photo shoot before the show i cant wait im oober excited...i cant wait to scream in the mic again like i always do :)OH MUH GAWWWWW i hella love five minute ride. :) eeeeek :) <3333 thats all i can think about right now....AHHHHHHHHHHHH ok ill shut up ....byeeeeee 5 comments|post comment

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